Reckoning Every Mile

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June 2013

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Life Song:

HE GAVE HIMSELF

Before the fall of man
God had a perfect plan
To fellowship with us was His desire.
But Adam disobeyed
To sin became a slave
Now a perfect sacrifice would be required.

An offering must be made
The sin debt must be paid
So God and man can reconciled be.
So Jesus said, “I’ll go”
Because He loved me so
He shed His blood and paid sin’s penalty.

Chorus:
He gave Himself
To pay a debt I could not pay
When I was lost
He gave Himself to be my way
Though I deserve to be upon the cross that day,
In love He took my place
And gave Himself.

No greater love is known
No greater love is shown
Than when one lays his life down for a friend.
But Jesus died for me
When I was His enemy
A love like this I cannot comprehend.

(Chorus)

Coda:
My nails were in His hands
My crown of thorns He wore
My stripes were on His back
My heavy cross He bore
And when God turned His back
He turned it on my sin
Jesus won a victory that I could never win.

(Chorus)

In love He took my place and gave Himself,
He gave Himself…

Jun 8, 2013
Life Verse:

Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18

These verses speak about prophet Habakkuk’s enduring faith through times of trouble and difficulties. His nation is in a great trouble during this time and it seems that the lives around him are wearing out. But come to think of the faith he has. He was still able to praise God even during this time of hardship knowing that his hope and salvation are from God.
Many times in my life I tend to brood over my difficulties and disappointments. There were times when I feel that the great effort I have put on a certain task seems to be unfruitful. There are really circumstances that are beyond my control, and I have a great difficulty in handling them. To sum up, things are not always going the way I want them to be though I placed much effort on it. It seems that everything goes wrong. Most of the time, I allow myself to get overwhelmed by my problems and frustrations. I asked God why I am having such difficult time as if I can describe every side and angle around me as chaotic. It seems that after all I have been through, He remained silent.
I do understand that life really goes that way. Life is difficult. You would never be able to manipulate everything around you and make every circumstance align your plans. But through these instances, a believer should know that he has to depend on God alone. Though the happenings seem to be robbing your joy away, there is no valid reason for you not to praise God. God always deserves our praise and thanksgiving. We can choose to rejoice and have faith in God alone, relying on His wisdom. Remember Calvary. Remember the sacrifice. Remember the salvation.

Jun 8, 2013
Jun 8, 2013
Redirecting My Focus

I had several desires that I want to achieve during this time of my life. These were stuffs that could do great things for me like boosting up my self-confidence.
Since I was a kid, I really wished of learning to play musical instruments. Aside from this, I also wished that I developed an aptitude in sports and other skills as well. But unfortunately, I did not get the chance to develop even one of these. I haven’t gone to a music class nor even had the chance to develop my motor skills for sports. I also don’t own any musical instrument at home that could have provided me some means to learn. My childhood had been confined to carrying out routine household chores and taking care of animals in their fold. It was a life of a rural kid. It seems that I am missing a part of my childhood experiences.
Now that I am in college, I feel a little bit pathetic because I can’t impart anything on any school activities like the music-related activities and the intramurals. I am not sporty but at some point, I really wished I could play at a sport event. My classmates participate on those events while I stay on the side as a spectator.
I feel sad because I feel like I don’t have any flair at all. But that won’t help. I have to give more attention to what I have now. I have to nurture and enhance the things that I am able to do and the good habits that I have built up. I have some writing skills and interest in reading books. I have to keep doing them otherwise they would be lost. I was just glad that I have a little of these proficiency and I realized that these are my treasures that should be cherished, enriched, and taken care of.
I can still have the chance to do the stuffs that I longed to do. I can still learn them on the near future if I already have my job and have my own income to feed me.
Looking back on what I have written on my journal few years ago after I attended a seminar on emotional intelligence, I’ll quote these important points that the speaker emphasized:
Be content with what you have. Stop looking at other people’s stuff. Appreciate what you have and learn to use them wisely.
Don’t compare yourself with other people. This can breed a feeling of superiority or inferiority. A feeling of superiority when you can see yourself on top among other people and become haughty; if you compare yourself with someone who does a really great job, then you will feel very small, pathetic and inferior.
I need to focus more on what I am able to do and make the most of the abilities that God has given me rather than going through life feeling discontented of what I am. It’s actually a sin to feel this way. After all, I have the choice to be grateful for what God has allowed me to have. I never realized that I have more than what I thought I have. It’s time to set my priorities straight. God deserves my best. I should do everything that I find to do to honor and glorify God in my life, not to earn confidence and admiration for myself.
My attitude went wrong, but realizing those mistakes would help me become even more watchful with my mindset, outlook, motivation, and priorities. Everything should be aligned with God’s will and He must be the center of every effort that I make. After all, He is the source of everything I have.

Jun 8, 2013

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